Summer is overrrr.

As usual, I feel as though I've wasted it. I've been having difficulty determining how to fic properly (it feels as though I want to write epic epicness but they take too long so it feels like nothing gets finished), so I've been hanging out at the anonymemes, I think some of the prompts are quite good and when I recognise one from an old one it makes me sad that it hasn't been written yet D; Ryo = House, people! It feels like there's been three memes and I keep losing the links so I'm googling really ambiguous things in speech marks trying to find the prompts I wanted to write.

NEWS fandom's been real quiet. I know this is the space where NWPD DVD was supposed to be but on the other hand, it's been 10 months since color so maybe there's an album in the works? Maybe? November-time?

To fill up my need to fangirl, I've turned to Supernatural and Merlin, and I'm gonna dip my toe in Glee. SPN fandom can get a little scary sometimes but the crazy/wank seems to be located in certain places so I just stay away, everything else is just wonderful with epic gif spams of pretty boys making funny faces. Merlin fandom is awesome, really, everyone is just so happy with love for everyone and they have such organised events like this and this and this. It'd be nice if there was JE equivalent but I'm not sure how it'd work strategically... A NEWSweeeek. Pffft. I'm lame. I know. I'd really like a list of old fic memes too, just for the memories. Ryo/cement block = OTP. I'm joshing.

I've been swept up in the wave of Korean girl bands and pretty much know the names of all the main playaaz (the duos, not so much). LA chA TA is my jam. I know the dance XDDD Trendy and age appropriate. Well done SM.

I'm giving up. I just can't find the motivation to finish these fics but I think it's a shame to just delete them. Some of them are things I've promised but I just can't. I'm really sorry. Some of these are pretty old so ignore my inconsistencies and typos and really dodgy HMTL. Prod me to finish one if it really takes your fancy - seriously - prod me. Prod me hard. So here for your incomplete viewing pleasure...

( blame it on the weatherman | yamapi/koyama )

( no smoke without fire | tegoshi-centric )

( watching the bays erode away | yamapi/koyama )

( my eye's apple is not mine | ryo/shige )

( cupid has always been a fallen angel in disguise ~jusqu'à ce que la mort~ | yamapi/koyama, shige/tegoshi )

( this is the moment that you smile before you cry | ryo/koyama )

title: no heroics.exe
pairing: gen
rating: pg-13
summary: ryo’s an undecided cape who gives being a supervillain a go for a while and uses a not-so secret identity to set up a software company to code a virus as his first attempt at being evil. unbeknownst to him, he’s employed moonlighting off-duty superheroes to do his bidding.
notes: this has been nagging me for a while so i thought i’d just get it all out so it’s quite rushed in parts. totally stole the title from the tv show. any weird names are superhero names. there's the smidgiest bit of tegoshige and mild language. but um, not really. please excuse any openness, i lost track at some points.

( no heroics.exe )

title: geek chic
pairing: ryo/shige, koyama/shige
rating: r
summary: shige is a stripper.
notes: for the je au comment ficathon of doom. barely an r but most definitely not an pg-13. reposting for index's sake.

( geek chic )

title: opened eyes.the last train
pairing: none
rating: pg-13
summary: the last train ride of his life and shige has ryo and yamapi to keep him company.
notes: style over substance. i only hope that the formatting is clear and sticks.

( opened eyes.the last train )

title: 50 beats per minute
pairing: various
rating: overall pg-13
summary: one sentence fic. theme set alpha.
notes: i just don't have the commitment in me to write long fic any more so too ease me in i thought i'd take baby steps. table taken from 1sentence. not signing up because i can't stick to one pairing for long. i try to be unconventional and not cliché but sometimes it's hard and my mind runs away with thoughts. some are evidently better than others, a majority read like fic summaries and are somewhat bathos. doing this has made me more aware of my unvaried sentence structure and abuse of semi-colons :/ some are ambigous and i leave out names because a sentence is sometimes ruined with explicitries. i started this five days ago. who knew 50 sentences could take so long to write. p.s. i cheat, pick on koyama, there's some cross-dressing, and some glimpses of sexy timez. but not really. excuse any typos, it's really hard to edit disconnected prose. if any seem interesting enough to be fic worthy, tell me and i'll give it a go. [/rambling]

( table )

( 50 sentences )

title: look who's looking
pairing: yamapi/koyama, koyama/shige, ryo/shige
rating: pg-13
summary: we fall where we fall, all selfishness and helplessness, and let ourselves fall with deliberate content.
notes: remix of dark3princess's stare for jentfic_remix. beta'd by chartre. i really do love the original in its condensed dinky-ness and worried that i may have run away with it too much, too far. thank you for all the kind comments over there, i only managed to get around to them today (i know, for shame) but i really do appreciate them. just cross-posting here for safekeeping.

( look who's looking )

title: we'd be in love by now but you only like people who are nice to you
pairing: ryo/shige
rating: pg-13
summary: ryo always manages to miss by one.
notes: sometimes i just like long titles.

( we'd be in love by now but you only like people who are nice to you )

My progress on the remix thus far. I've been slowly tapping away at it over past few days but I'm determined to get it done completely, maybe capping it off at 1900 because 2500 seems so far away considering I've written everything I've wanted to include. I've downed two cans of coke for the caffeine intake.

In other news, I've gone back to using Firefox. I'd been using Opera for a while now because the last time I had Firefox I made it fugly with too many add-ons and couldn't be bothered to fix it. I've cut down to a few things on the top and bottom now, and was trying to pimp out my LJ Ace Attorney style but my PS skills are limited so I didn't make the magic Trucy header I wanted. Most of her official artwork is a bit boring so I might have to go for a different character (probably Klavier because he always seems to look good and in proportion but his look is always smug and I don't know if I could stand looking at it all the time). For the meantime, I'll have Koyama until I find something.

title: we make the best you and me (even if you're gone)
pairing: yamapi-centric, ryo/tegoshi
rating: pg-13
summary: they wrote each other letters, expressing their love through careful penmanship and gifts the postal service permits, and despite how he may disapprove, yamashita still chooses to pick up the pieces when all is said and done.
notes: remix of chartre's i'm writing to you letters you'll never read. not really a remix more of a sequel. very nervous. a little bit too soppy maybe but i have an unbelievably clichéd heart and maybe just this once it'll be okay. ending definitely got messy. lots of tense jumbling.

( we make the best you and me (even if you're gone) )