I clearly don't know how to LJ properly so I thought I'd give this a go since it's going around f-list.

Everyone has things they blog about. Everyone has things they don’t blog about. Challenge me out of my comfort zone by telling me something I don’t blog about, but you’d like to hear about, and I’ll write a post about it. Ask for anything: latest movie watched, last book read, political leanings, thoughts on...whatever. Repost in your own journal so that we can all learn more about each other.

I'll post colourful fish later :D I'm almost done with fic.

title: geek chic
pairing: ryo/shige, koyama/shige
rating: r
summary: shige is a stripper.
notes: for the je au comment ficathon of doom. barely an r but most definitely not an pg-13. reposting for index's sake.

( geek chic )

title: opened eyes.the last train
pairing: none
rating: pg-13
summary: the last train ride of his life and shige has ryo and yamapi to keep him company.
notes: style over substance. i only hope that the formatting is clear and sticks.

( opened eyes.the last train )

So I've been working on fics aplenty (23 different ones at last count) and found that I reach a suspending point at around 1700 words. I can understand why, at 1700 words there's a decent introduction and I'm halfway through embarking on the actual story. Pre-plot jitters methinks. After that point it happens again at 3200, just before I get to the good bit and it's all very frustrating because over half of them stuck at these points.

For some of them, I think I'll give up on substance and just stick to style because I just don't think the storylines are worth it. I fear I've watched too many melodramatic dramas and if I begin writing people with complicated relationships, something atrocious will spew out. Something like Ryo's a doctor in love with his patient Shige cannot act on his feelings because he's being blackmailed by Tegoshi with pictures of him and Yamapi naked in a hotel room taken by Massu who's under Tegoshi's spell who does it all for his doting adopted older brother Koyama who works as Yamapi's PA in Yamapi's rich rich company.

How many clichés does that make?

In any case, I should churn out something by the end of the day :D

I know I keep saying that I'll stick around but I really do mean it this time because dun dun duuuun exams and college are over. Can I get a "woooo yeah!"? I'm not really the kind to dwell on school things so let's just say that there was a range of 'just below ok' and 'quite easy' - totally varying degrees but all I can do is hope that I did enough. All I have to do now is work on my uni applications. It's really hard. I seem like such a boring person on paper.

( anime talk )

I'm still trailing through the JE AU Comment Ficathon of Doom. I know I'm a bit late but since there are no time limits, I'll get through all the ones I think I can do even if that means I have to borrow a few DVDs to refresh my memory. Sorry. Stripper Shige was me.

title: 50 beats per minute
pairing: various
rating: overall pg-13
summary: one sentence fic. theme set alpha.
notes: i just don't have the commitment in me to write long fic any more so too ease me in i thought i'd take baby steps. table taken from 1sentence. not signing up because i can't stick to one pairing for long. i try to be unconventional and not cliché but sometimes it's hard and my mind runs away with thoughts. some are evidently better than others, a majority read like fic summaries and are somewhat bathos. doing this has made me more aware of my unvaried sentence structure and abuse of semi-colons :/ some are ambigous and i leave out names because a sentence is sometimes ruined with explicitries. i started this five days ago. who knew 50 sentences could take so long to write. p.s. i cheat, pick on koyama, there's some cross-dressing, and some glimpses of sexy timez. but not really. excuse any typos, it's really hard to edit disconnected prose. if any seem interesting enough to be fic worthy, tell me and i'll give it a go. [/rambling]

( table )

( 50 sentences )

I was planning to do my 'a day in my life' today but I went through the photos and... my gosh was it boring. Partly because I stayed at home today so there was a very limited number of subjects. Tomorrow I'm going to college so that should be somewhat more interesting. It's only for one lesson but there's a lot of things to see because the journey is so long.

I tried writing fic today but didn't get far as I had an afternoon nap. For some reason, I've had this dialogue in my head for ages. It'd probably sound bittersweet and melancholy if not for the fact that my phonological loop has it being shouted angrily or with gritted teeth.

"Do you think that we're in love yet?"

"Probably not because you don't stick around for breakfast."

I have no idea where it would fit in context. Definitely not the the fic I'm working on atm.

My gosh does it look like Shige knows what he's doing. I really was expecting a famed "Johnny's Kiss", you know, something like Yamapi pressing lips against glass. Even Koyama's HSM kiss pales in comparison. The Seminar kiss does look a bit awkward but I'm willing to put some of the blame on Natsuki because she doesn't really look into it with the exception of her hand on his butt.

Today my friend came over to help me with maths. I won't lie, I'm finding it hard and I know that there are just some things I can't learn from a textbook. My teacher is no help, she is pretty old and set in her ways when it comes to teaching and it just doesn't work for me. She sticks to using the white board and pen and I'm used to having interactive boards and tools. So my friend went through an entire topic I must have had a comatose through because I just don't remember going through it in class. My two weeks of revision starts tomorrow. I'm determined to use it productively unlike my easter holiday. I will not be wasting it playing Paper Mario again.

Two doors down had a party so my mother went. She comes back saying that she's has an expert massage from a twelve year old who told her I have sympathetic shoulder pain. It's true about the shoulder pain but I always thought it's because that's the side I carry by bag on.

Apparently, there's a Japanese garden party in the park across the road to celebrate the renovation at the end of the month. It's from 12 to 4 and I have no idea what they plan to cover for 4 hours but I may as well go.

I'm planning to donate blood in Hammersmith town hall. They were having it at college the other day but I mised it.

Going to rechard my digital camera. Tomorrow is the photo project.

Rewatched Koi no ABO promotion. Massu!fail is adorable.

title: look who's looking
pairing: yamapi/koyama, koyama/shige, ryo/shige
rating: pg-13
summary: we fall where we fall, all selfishness and helplessness, and let ourselves fall with deliberate content.
notes: remix of dark3princess's stare for jentfic_remix. beta'd by chartre. i really do love the original in its condensed dinky-ness and worried that i may have run away with it too much, too far. thank you for all the kind comments over there, i only managed to get around to them today (i know, for shame) but i really do appreciate them. just cross-posting here for safekeeping.

( look who's looking )